wow...
its like i've bloged 4 times since last night 12...
wth seriously
shows how bored i am...
OMG
blah
and my mood changes alot from each post
now im kinda depressed
but its alright
it'll come and go as fast as you can imagine.
im depressed.
and FAT.

i wrote a song.
if you're depressed,
PLEASE DONT READ

its pretty sad.
i wrote it sometime ago
and today i confirmed the tune
METAPHOR can play
if its still there.

Seem

I brushed my hands,across those strings
They didnt sound as what they seemed
The sound of clicks upon those stairs
reflects the problems this heart cannot share

and on this cold drawn morning
the cold wind sweeps through me
laughters heard outside the window
but what's happening to me

this is not how it seems to be
plastic coverings of everything
nothing more could be done to fix
the broken vase inside
nothing appears as what they seem to be

i look into those empty screens
wishing you were just at the side of me
and everyday i come home empty
to a place unfamiliar to me

this is never enough
the words are stuck inside this box
like poison in a river
seeps through an innocent figure


good?
bad?
i dont care actually
i like it..



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